Kurt Cobain left a drug rehab center in Marina Del Rey California on April 1, 1994 and was later reported missing. As you probably know, he was found dead just seven days later.

 

is that crucial?

 

this is what he did and how he had been...

 

Nirvana/Rape Me


Rape me
Rape me my friend,
Rape me,
Rape me again.

I'm not the only one

Help me,
Do it, and do it again.

Waste me,
Rape me, my friend.

My favorite inside source,
I'll kiss your open sores,
Appreciate your concern
You'll always, stink, and born.
Rape me

 

 

Appears On

Year	Album	Label
2004	Under My Skin

Lyrics:

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

[CHORUS]
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

This has gone on so long
I realize that i need
Something good to rely on
Something for me

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

[CHORUS]

Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking on you my dear
On you my dear
On you my dear

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

[CHORUS X2]
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together

Appears On

Year	Album	Label
2004	Don't Tell Me	RCA /Sony
2004	Avril Live Acoustic	RCA /Sony
2004	Don't Tell Me	RCA /Sony
2004	Under My Skin

Lyrics:

You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

Michael Bublé （發音Boo-blay）

 

keywords：

 

album: It's Time

 

01 Feeling Good
02 A Foggy Day (In London Town)
03 You Don't Know Me
04 Quando, Quando, Quando (duet with Nelly Furtado)
05 Home
06 Can't Buy Me Love
07 The More I See You
08 Save The Last Dance For Me
09 Try A Little Tenderness
10 How Sweet It Is
11 Song For You (with Chris Botti)
12 I've Got You Under My Skin
13 You and I
14 bonus track-Dream A Little Dream of Me
15 bonus track-Mack the knife

 

 

 

You Don't Know Me

You give your hand to me
And Then you say hello
And I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
Well you don't know me

No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
'Cause you don't know me

For I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I've let my chance go by
The chance that you might
Love me too

You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
Oh You'll never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

For I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I've let my chance go by
The chance that you might
Love me too

You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
Oh You'll never know
The one who loves you so
You don't know me

Oh You'll never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

 

 

 

Home
 

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris or Rome
but I wanna go home
Mmm...
Maybe surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
I miss you, you known

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that
it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm luky, I known
But I wanna go home
I beg to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In either Paris or Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
I still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you, you known

Let me go home
I had my run
Baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It'll all be alright,
I'll be home Tonight
I'm coming back home

 

 

不是一个积极的乐迷，习惯自然地迎接每一个意外；偷偷期待某种幸福美好，独自体验畅快淋漓或是灵犀融通。

 

去年年底突闻sandy会发粤语片，惊喜莫名。

连忙上网搜索，得到《本色》单曲。

一听再听，十分高兴，无需多余的言语，依然还是当年的sandy lam。

一等再等，专辑终于到手。

 

嗯...今天状态很不好，先分享一下专辑末尾《再见悲哀》，林夕的词，sandy的故事，经历情感与生活的伤痛后沉淀下来的平和。

 

 

再见悲哀因我不再计较任何结果
什么都可以坦荡未在乎谁是错
我两眼合上失去什么
是与非也掠过
别固执到问一切为何

再见伤感因我不易被泪流留住我
什么的境界都爱自自然地渡过
去到最尾就如与物忘我
回复身心最初
面对心镜内一片平和
鸟声瞬间闪过（这么最好不过）

除了心只有心可以解心锁
烦恼多因我要得多
微似砂轻似烟怎会有风波
有惆怅跌入了恒河
情路太弯过就过当是个经过
感动的爱当做一次砌磋
沿途上遇上什么都欣赏过
投入时便快乐一起过

傻也好痴也好因你记得多
忘记的比你记的多
怀念最好我便会继续爱惜我
花瓣飘过美在不顾结果
人存活在世就似沙粒飞过
谁又曾为了谁褒贬过

全是一种经过

王琳说，叶丹很小姐。我也觉得她很小姐。

小小的脸，精致的五官，细长的手指。一副养尊处优的样子。

有很疼爱她的妈妈爸爸，细心呵护她长大。

家里的独苗苗，不能说要风得风，但也什么都不缺。

唯独缺心眼。

 

怎么看她也不像湖南人。

 

大家都同意：她很善良。

所以，大家也都不明白：为什么她总是那么容易四处树敌。

 

大家也都发现：她很麻烦。

或者，是她漫无目标胡乱投射的善良给她惹的麻烦？

 

她总是以一个受害者的角色出现在几乎她生命每一个环节的故事中。

我怀疑：究竟她生命里有没有一个从来没有让她受过伤的人？

 

2001年暑假，她和张弛分手。哭着给我打电话，叫我帮她搬东西。

正好陈芳住在附近，我和叶丹还有叶丹的行李一起在陈芳的客厅里过了一夜。点了蚊香。

没几天，我去茅军的公司面试，平安保险，想找一份文职的暑期工。

中午，茅军大哥请我吃饭，我想别让那个伤心的小女人无所事事呆在家里胡思乱想了，把她叫出来吧。

于是，三个人的午餐。

午餐结束，叶丹说，这个人没屁股。

后来，听说当晚茅军就把叶丹约出来吃宵夜。

再后来，叶丹问我，这个人怎么样。我把我知道的告诉她。她说，对他没那种感觉。

再后来，听说他们去看房子。

再后来，听说已经登记结婚。

再后来，给我电话。叫我跟家里的医生打听一下：怀孕了能不能吃鱼生。轻度的红斑狼疮会不会遗传。

再后来，要摆喜酒。婚纱摄影提供的伴娘礼服太瘦，她找黄雯当伴娘。

婚礼上，叶丹的婆婆发言：既然年轻人做了这样的选择，就希望他们好好过。我替她担心。

茅军硬是说要敬我，好说歹说后喝了一杯白的。后来去了face club。没坐多会儿就和王琳一起打道回府。

后来，听说雅培喜康素很贵，我帮她买了外罐有点凹陷内膜完好保质期内的半价处理品。

再后来，听说她的婆婆让她坐在一个放了鸡毛的大盆子里浇上开水享受鸡毛蒸汽，据说这样可以下奶。

 

我心里一直在替她高兴：她过上了她喜欢的而且适合她的少奶奶生活，希望她一辈子享受呵护疼爱。

 

2006年3月，叶丹给我信息：她离婚了。

儿子归她。爸爸手受伤没有工作了。妈妈腿不行了爬8楼摔跟头把脑袋磕破了。公司里一个多年来一直伤害她的人继续挤兑她，她要另找工作。每个星期5天夜校。

 

一直以来支撑我一部分关于生活还是美好的的信念一下子昏天黑地。